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I'm trying to upload on here as much as I can. Those who are active gimme a message let me know how you are! Add me on Xbox or something we can talk :) 
  • Mood: Pain
  • Listening to: Taylor Swift- Breathe
:bulletpurple: It's been 1 year since I wrote a journal on here basically because it's died out there's no real point in using Deviantart since literally nobody is on here anymore. 5 years ago I came on here to try get my writing some feedback I wanted some  new opinions  on my craft, I met some amazing people on here some of which I speak to on other sites such as Facebook to this day. 

I've done some odd doodles with Taylor Swift songs ( She's literally my queen no joke) Wrote a few songs. Waiting for Venom BFMV's new album it's gonna be fucking great though. 
  • Mood: Spidey Sense
  • Listening to: Taylor Swift- Long Live
  • Watching: The Walking Dead
  • Playing: Fallout 3
  • Drinking: Coke
Sorry I literally never use DeviantArt anymore. I'm in the process of writing a story that I might upload. Anyway I have had an idea to write a story inspired and sit in the world of Bully (I have been trying to get all the achievements on it) Just like diary entries split into chapters. I find the world very immersive and the characters to have such strong personalities even though there's the cleched clicks. 

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  • Mood: Content
  • Playing: Bully
  • Drinking: Summer fruits Robinsons


Things I learnt Being With You

I- I know, it hurts I honestly understand, at times nothing makes you feel better. We lose people that we love there's nothing we can do to change it, say I'm sorry be together be there for each other because at the end of the day each other is all we have.

II- "Are you okay?" Is something we get asked, usually to be polite- for social convention and sometimes is genuinely meant- If the answer is no, no I'm not fucking okay and you just want to fucking cry. You know what? that is absolutely okay too. You know why? because you're not made of steel no matter how you may want to be well you're not. Just let it out, just let it out.

III- Enjoying the small things in life is important, life listening to your favourite album because it helps, just pulling your headphones on and being alone. Waking up getting your favourite mug and drinking your preferred hot beverage of choice. Learning your favourite song on guitar or any other instrument. Spending time with the people you love most because you want to see them happy. Curling up with a blanket watching movies and eating various amounts of munch.

IV- Being scared of something you have to face is natural but you're not alone. We all have to be brave but also understanding it's not the end. We lose our balance, we need help it's not something we can face easily and I'm sorry. The world pisses on us and we have to get back up. It's nearly 2.30am I'm blasting music in my ears to write this I'm scared I'm fucking scared because of the overwhelming emotion that will come later on today I know it doesn't mean I'm a coward it's just being human.

V- Losing someone close to you isn't an easy thing to describe since it's such a range of different emotion. Please allow yourself to grieve you're allowed to be upset, angry, numb and many other feelings. People deal with such in different ways but as I've said previously let it all out and it's okay not to be okay.

VI- You have so many questions being like the loneliest in the damn world you don't know what to do Because no thing makes sense. Everything is so dark but you see red you can't control it nothing anyone says or doesn't can't skip this sheer fucking rage. It builds and builds so you lash out it's a force and a seemingly unstoppable one. It doesn't feel real you don't want it to be real all that happens is screaming and crying.

VII- Letting go doesn't mean forgetting allow the people closest to you to help, even if you just cry. Let others help you when you're at your weakest because they want to help you.

VIII- "Have you ever been in love?" Yes I have, it fucking hurt my heart got broken I was shattered. I felt empty for so long, clinging to something so desperately that didn't even exist. Dead inside just nothing for ages time plodded on and I slowly finally started to detach. It hurt less my mind stopped, you weren't in my mind anymore all the time, it was finally clear and I could breathe. Even now sometimes rarely you pop in again and it hurts not as bad but a sting. I never want to feel anything like that again but now I know. I am capable of loving someone in the true meaning of the word. I know I can love it's good to know yet so fucking scary. I will love just not yet.

I- Hurt
III- Happy
IV- Scared
VII- Accepting
Things I learnt Being With You
-Language warning.

- Side note, I something online though a poetry page I follow on Instagram. I thought that this would end up being almost like a voice memo though the album breaking up tracks of course being relevant to the song. Or just a commentary on how everything go put together. "You" in this context doesn't mean a specific person, It's a number of different people I've personally learnt from.  I wrote the first seven parts last week I finished it this morning. 2.15am boom. 

I wrote a corresponding emotion to the number, sorry if there's any grammar or spelling I'll fix them later my laptop is going to die. 

Thanks for reading! I'm so bad at not keeping updated.
I'm Not An Angel
Sorry I don't keep this updated but here's a selfie I took last week sometime when my Meg Turney shirt arrived. I don't know why I have such an attitude in this haha. 

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snowflake565 Featured By Owner Oct 14, 2015  Hobbyist General Artist
Thanks for the :+fav:
BFMVIDRAWWHENASSED Featured By Owner Oct 14, 2015  Hobbyist Writer
No worries :love:
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Sara-Favalli Featured By Owner Sep 13, 2015  Professional
Thanks so much for the favorite, Heather!!!Thank You Hug :happybounce: Heart 
BFMVIDRAWWHENASSED Featured By Owner Sep 24, 2015  Hobbyist Writer
No problem :hug: 
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GothicLionheart Featured By Owner Jul 29, 2015  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Many thanks for the faves on my BVB cosplay pics ^^
BFMVIDRAWWHENASSED Featured By Owner Aug 4, 2015  Hobbyist Writer
No problem :love: Where did you get the white foundation? It's really good I want some :D
GothicLionheart Featured By Owner Aug 5, 2015  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
So glad you like our makeup ^^ First used a primer so the make up would stay on longer. Used Manic Panic white liquid foundation first with a makeup sponge. Then put on Stargazers pressed powder over top to set the foundation. Great makeup to use ^^
BFMVIDRAWWHENASSED Featured By Owner Aug 10, 2015  Hobbyist Writer
Great thank you! :) 
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