|This was the first in my on going series of heart broken poems. |
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I shouldn'tI watch you from across the roomI shouldn't by BFMVIDRAWWHENASSED
Your bright eyes looking in
I want you to see me
Just the way I see you
I just want to hold you
and be your reason to smile
When your pretty eyes light up
I feel I belong
My heart aches over you
but I need to drown these feelings
I tell myself to stop hurting
(but I'm suffering x4)
These are my feelings on paper
to sing loud so maybe you'll hear
Yet you'll never know this is for you
I'll never forget your pretty eyes
and the smile that brightened my world
In My Own Dream World |
Hailing from the highlands in Scotland.An outcast, self proclaimed pro at gaming and a wannabe rockstar. This defines Heather "Hetty" the Chemist. With aims to spread positivity and light into peoples lives with lyrics that aim to inspire. I'm a chef for a living, i smoke cigarettes, drink tea and play games. Writing is a big part of my life and I am always looking for some feedback.
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Always Smiling [Harley QuinnXJoker] Chapter 6 I marched into Ivy's home and slammed the door. She looked up from a newspaper she was reading. I sat down, feeling tears sting my eyes again. I shut them, not wanting to have them come out. Ivy set the newspaper down and stood up. I opened my eyes and looked at her, she looked worried. I usually busted in, crying and ranting to her about Mistah J. But I was so quiet now, refusing to cry. I looked down at my lap, playing with my belt. She pulled a chair in from of me and sat down.
"What happened this time?" She asked. I opened my mouth to say something, but closed it again. Red raised her eyebrow at that. "Harl, tell me. Or he will when he busts down the door."
"Mistah J. hit me....after promising he wouldn't." I confessed. Ivy didn't look shocked at all. I looked down. It was obvious to everyone but me. I should have known better.
"I'm sure he didn't mean to, he probably got too angry to see straight. He'll co
Always Smiling [Harley Quinn X Joker] Chapter 5 I was thinking, looking at the doll Harley had gave me. What had compelled her to fix it? I liked it, but didn't understand it. I blinked at an alarm going off. I stood and checked my monitors. The bank had a huge load of cash coming in. I smirked walked to Harley's room. She looked at me, about to throw the remote at the wall. I raised an eyebrow. She smiled shyly and set it down gently on the bed. I was confused but shook my head, I smiled.
"Ready for field work, my little clown?" I asked, a smirk grew on her face. She nodded and jumped up. I left her to change into her uniform and packed my guns. I snickered as she walked out. I got Rocko and the rest of my mob, and got into the car. We drove to the bank, Harley whistling. We parked around back and I got out. I looked over at Harley, she was already picking the lock.She opened the door and skipped in, humming, the rest of us followed. No one was there, but we knew better.
`I pulled out a spray a
Always Smiling [Harley QuinnXThe Joker] Chapter 4 Mistah J. has been so sweet to me, taking gentle care of me. I laid in our bed, petting Lou, our hyena. Bud was outside. Mistah J. had run an errand. My injuries were healing well, I felt better. It had been a few weeks, I had been bed ridden until Mistah J. decides I'm ready for the field again. He's never care so much before, maybe he's sick. I thought about the promise he made to me in the hospital, wondering what made him think of such a thing. But I trust him, with my life. I switched on the T.V, seeing Ivy getting arrested. I sighed and watched her get taken away, sad my best friend was so smart, yet always got the short end of the mallet.
"Harley, I'm home!" I heard my Puddin's voice. I giggled.
"Welcome home, Mistah J.!" I called back, warmth already flooding my cheeks. He came in and kissed my cheek lightly, making me blush more. He set a bag down next to me and took out a box of cookies. I smiled and took one, nib
Always Smiling [Harley QuinnXThe Joker] Chapter 3 She was rushed to the hospital, I avoided the cops. I watched the ambulance rush her away. The car came out of nowhere, her blood on the road still. I was shaking with anger and guilt. If only I had stayed near her. I waited till the coast was clear and rushed to the car, starting it. I drove quickly to the hospital and snuck in through the back. I knocked out a male nurse and changed into his clothing. I looked through the papers to find what room Harley was in. She was in surgery. I was shaking. What if she died?
I shook my head and waited for her to get out of surgery. That's when I saw Bruce Wayne in the E.R. He was asking for Harleen Quinzel. He was a friend of hers? I watched him, then I saw them roll someone out of the surgery room. I followed at a distance, seeing Harley. i smiled a bit. She was okay. They rolled her into a room and I slipped in. I touched her small hand and watched her sleep. The pain she must be in. I felt something slide down my f
Always Smiling [Harley QuinnXJoker] Chapter Two I sighed shakily as I got home to my apartment. He's after me, I didn't think he would be. I walked to the kitchen and turned on the sink. I splashed my face a couple times and sighed. I went and sat on the couch, turning the T.V on. I smiled a bit, watching silly cartoons. Mistah J. and I would watch these when he had a bad day, eating cookies and drinkin' shakes. I blinked and shook my head. Those days were over, we were broken up. He made it very clear we were. I shut off the T.V, looking into the reflection in the black screen. There was me, sitting on the couch, and behind me, was Mistah J. I yelped and stood up quickly, turning to a blank wall. I sighed quietly and hurried to my room, settling down. I covered up and shut my eyes tightly, hoping for a peaceful night.
I woke and sat up. It was a restless night, but I got some sleep. I got ready for my new job, a baker. Not the best job, but it made a living. I left, thinking of last night's trouble.
Always Smiling [Harley QuinnXThe Joker] Chapter 1"Boss?" My eyes snapped open to see one of my guards. I blinked, did I fall asleep? Waiting for....
"Did Harley come back?" I quickly stood up, frantic. Maybe she had come home!
"No, Harley never came back. You kicked her out, remember?" My smile fell. She never came home? Anger swelled up inside of me. I walked away, hands crossed behind my back. My mind was racing, thinking about Harley. I went into my room and looked at the bed. I sat, wondering, thinking about what I had done. Something I never did. I looked at the small picture of me and Harley on my nightstand and picked it up. Harley black lipstick smile, her arms around my neck. Everything made her bright, even the bad times. I growled and stood, leaving the room.
"I'm going out to find Harley, the rest of you, go as well!" I barked at my useless help. They all left in a hurry, and so did I.
"Well, Harleen. I respect you changing your ways, but how do I know you aren't going to change right back?" The lady asked m